Feeling quite depressed suddenly.. i guess my frequent OTs are getting to me.. yes, I OT-ed again today.. till almost 10pm.. on a friday nite... just realised not long ago that there is another big deadline end of nov.. so i guess is another 1 month+ of bia-ing again.. my manager said "only need to work hard for 1 month more".. but then i remembered he said something similar to this the last time.. and the last last time.. and the last last last time.. when is this going to end? I wonder if he is going to repeat his words 1 month later again? I feel that i am losing my life part by part... i hardly see my family.. i hardly see my friends other than my colleagues.. i hardly have time for myself.. its all work work and more work.. ok, i have performed quite well in my work.. but so? it doesnt really mean much to me at all..

dunnoe why suddenly feeling all these since the last 4 days this week and last week i did not really OT.. maybe because i OT-ed today and there is a high chance that the OT days are going to start again.. i am really quite tired.. dun feel the energy to bia anymore...

well, maybe i am just tired from work.. hopefully i will wake up feeling good later..

Friday 5th August 2005 marks the end of the industrial attachment for Zhensi and Chay Beng. Sigh, i think it's going to be less fun in the lab now with 2 crazy and funny pple gone. They are definitely going to be missed by all of us.. esp those in our clique... :(

Had sort of a farewell lunch for them on friday at Dragon Gate restaurant in Harbour Front. It was dim sum buffet which i had longed to eat for quite long! yummy heehee.. then it was back to office where we gave them their farewell presents mostly shared by the pple in our clique and we took a some photos in the lab..

However, the highlight is on sat where we had a farewell bbq for both of them plus ching lik (another IA student) at Tingxing's condo (their mentor).

Woke up at 810 early in the morning feeling tired.. which seemed to be made worse by the long MRT ride to Jurong East. Reached IMM at 10+ and started shopping for the bbq stuff with Rachel and See Chuan. And we took really long to shop as giant wasnt really very organised in their items... it was already 1pm when we finished shopping.

Went to Tingxing's house to prepare the food and then it was playstation time! heehee... however, we din really play for very long as it was time to start the bbq. We really had A LOT of food at the bbq as we had some arranged for some pple to bring cooked food as well. When everyone had stopped eating, we started playing indian poker and forfeit the person with the lowest card to eat some food from the table in an attempt to finish the cooked food (there is still a lot of uncooked food left). Haha it was fun esp the round when everyone saboed chee wan (our project manager) hiak hiak... then after a break, we changed to playing Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. where the forfeit is to eat some food from the table again.. heehee it was fun too.. although i got forfeit once.. but heehee i chose to eat marshmellows (luckily we were allowed to choose the food to eat).. yummy! After that (we din managed to finish the food though) we had durians!!!! :D oh yah forgot to mention that there is durian puffs too!! (and i brought home 1 box heheh :D)

After that we packed up and went up to Tingxing's house and played heart attack (12 of us playing) until 11pm. It has been a long time since i played this game and it was really fun and exciting (though i think not for the neighbours cos we made a lot of noise)..but i think i need to brush up on my reactions as i was hit many times and ended up with 2 bruises on my hand today :(

After that it was home sweet home and i was really tired out already...heehee but i really enjoyed myself :D

Haven't been updating the blog for a very long time cos i have been doing the same thing almost everyday (again)... too tired to write a long entry now though so i will just put my results of  The Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream Flavor Test  which i got from d0do's blog heehee..

unique

Just coincidentally bought Ben & Jerry's ice cream today..  i think i saw this cherry flavour..
and i thought it din looked like it tasted nice.....

The link to the test is: http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=338886042745332086